III. Mapping the Negative Zone
As his ties to the university eroded, Ted frequented the high fidelity
boutique "Audio Labs" to conduct research in the listening room. The salesmen
never minded; after all, the shop mainly existed as a place for them to
hang out.
After some months, Ted was offered a job as an engineer. He accepted,
seeing the opportunity to advance his endeavor. Ted's servicing of components
went far beyond repair into the realm of radical modification. High-powered
amplifiers became electro-magnetic projectors to illuminate the ethereal
dimensions of imagination articulated by mutated tuners. After closing,
Ted and his colleagues would get high, set up Ted's modified components,
and crank the otherworldly oscillation to open the room to the sky, creating
a sonic planetarium.
Ted was never again seen around the Department. After several months
of intermittently successful field research, he lost interest in professional
electronics as well, and drifted back permanently to the sanctity of the
attic.
*
Within the furnished apartment, Ted's construction of surreality became
tangible through the forces of psychic accretion unleashed by his experiments.
As he sat in the chair generating his notes, negative space began to seep
through the attic's tiny windows.
Late at night, Ted would observe a postage-stamp sized reverse-negative
image flickering on the white sheetrock before him. Wandering reflections
of the film playing at the nearby drive-inthe hidden scenes within
the movie. In the night sky outside, prehistoric dirigibles and intergalactic
cruisers floated through shadows past elusive lunar apparitions. Metropolitan
buses loaded with Austrian space commandoes and chainmailed Turanian mercenaries
rumbled roughly down the boulevard. Dungeon-crawling halflings and lizardmen
emerged cautiously from manholes and storm sewers. Fleets of subatomic
attack craft alighted on the roof. Remnants of lost continents erupted
through the lawn in the nearby park. Unknown figures scuffled through
the alley before dawnsolitary adventurers in hiding, the men who
fell to Earth. Scrawling furiously in his notebook and flashing his Polaroid,
Ted captured it all.
*
This exhaustive documentation of the contours of negative space had the
unforeseen side effect of destroying its subject. Diligent erection of
a relief map of the unimagined obliterated the space left for wonder.
Ted's flash bulb vacuumed the landscape of the fantastic, leaving it sterile
and untenable, devoid of the unwritten pages that empowered the written.
Ted was left disabled by his own experiments, trapped in the chair amid
the cacophonous din of his screaming shoeboxes. Re-examination of his
work product only amplified the cognitive distortion. The games, his most
likely solace, became unplayable, trapped within two crude dimensions.
His personal space became a deafening megaphone playing back an endless
track of thoughts recklessly dredged from the fantast's subsurface fathoms.
*
In time, Ted re-emerged from the furnished apartment, transformed, crippled
by his existential x-ray vision. He could only shuffle around the neighborhood,
sitting on a bus stop bench or lying marooned in the middle of a traffic
island for long hours, dazed by the continuous film loop of infinite unseen
dimensions projecting against the back of his eyelids. Only his feet remained
capable of tracking the powdery circuits of reality's sidewalks.
The black mutt would often be seen nearby, chewing on a book.
One evening, recumbent on a berm behind the Qwik Snak, Ted watched the
jet contrails etch their lackadaisical cryptograms against the washed-out
amber of dusk. Framing the horizon, the vaulting concrete ribbons of the
mixmaster demarcated hidden portals to the twilight of perception. Disability
metamorphosed into insight as new organs sprouted in the razed savannahs
of Ted's frontal lobe. When he modulated the frequency of his metaphysical
iris, the contrails and their kin revealed signs and portentsmeteorological
indicia of the ebb and flow of negative space.
Insulated from February with layers of down and canvas, Ted became the
Loper: the lone pedestrian wandering the paths of the endless new suburbs.
Their infinite labyrinths of dead-end streets with fanciful names stripped
of meaning, constructed over barren, unsurveyed prairie, provided a viable
metaphor for his own lonely endeavor and a holistic sedative for his mind's
earache. Occasionally, he would find a discreet pocket of undisturbed
timber or a hidden alley on the corner of a cul-de-sac. With the passage
of time and loss of memory, the persistent sediment of negative space
would find new holes and fill them.
Walking the Earth like Caine, the Loper is the silent sentinel of the
secret city. Unknown firewatcher of the petrified forests of undiscovered
narratives, his perambulations insulate the hidden spheres from misguided
strip-mining by exhausted imaginations. Intercepting unencrypted numbers
stations through a pocket transistor plugged into his left ear, waiting
for the next "test" of the Emergency Broadcast System, the Loper camouflages
the B side of reality with subtle arcana of covert landscaping and guerilla
chiropractic. Invisible paladin, his work is known only obliquely, in
the waking dreams that escape over the lips of cubicle walls.
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